Tuesday, April 8, 2008

My New Mate

I never thought I would write this blog. But I am. But there are many things I thought I wouldn't do, but I did them anyway. So this blog is specially dedicated to my " new pal ". Now, there are some things in life that dont need explanations and words are too less. This new mate of mine is super fun to talk to. Its like talking to an 8 year old and then suddenly, you feel you are an 8 year old talking to an 80 year old. In many ways, my new mate is just like me. In many ways, I feel as though I am talking to myself, which i do occassionally. I dont know much about my new mate, just the fact that humour is common to both of us. Harmless humour I must say. Since I dont know him much till now, I did not know how to react when somethings about our pasts were shared. Its difficult sometimes to accept. Its even more difficult to accept and still feel the same way. I think that there is so much more to my new mate than what I see. There is a lot that nobody can see, even if they can see, they cant understand, even if they can understand, they dont know how to react. Its all a circle, a cobweb.

So, my new mate is like a mirror to me in many ways. No, I dont know my new mate so well, no I dont know what his favorite colour is. No, I dont know what makes him sad, upset, angry, jealous. But thats the reason why I am calling him my "new mate". If I knew him so well, he would be my best friend. But the transition is what I call the most "beautiful" period. Like a transition from a catepillar to a butterfly.

1 comment:

Rehan said...

"There is a lot that nobody can see, even if they can see, they cant understand, even if they can understand, they dont know how to react. Its all a circle, a cobweb"

I certainly know that there is alot nobody can see in me. Sometimes, people who have spent alot of time with me have failed to understand me. I must admit I used to call myself complicated. But after reading your blog, I fell like there is someone who can understand me even if that person is miles away from me. You know, by writing this line you have proven that you know me much more than people who know me from 5-6 years. And the most amusing thing is that, we have just met. I don't know what are the next levels.

Past is with everyone. Its not that past is the right indicator of future. So, its not that you have to accept the past. Past exists, you just need to know it while assessing someone, but be cautious, it can lead you towards wrong directions. Remember, Einstien was also thrown out of the school.

I am honoured to be called your "mirror". My favourite colour is Yellow. And i will tell you anything if u will just show the curiosity to know.

Your "New mate"